This day, 2 years ago, on a Tuesday was the day we got to take Kash home. It was such an emotionally day. We were so happy to be going home with our baby but at the same time feeling so sad for Whitney. We had spent three days bonding with her and bonding with Kash, it was hard to say goodbye this day. I waited so long to be a mom and at the same time I didn't want Whitney leaving without this amazing little blessing. It felt like I had taken something so great from her. I was ready for her to pack her bags and come home with us :)
The day went by so fast. We had just enough time to get Whitney a few things before we went to the hospital. We got there and they were ready to check Kash out. Our case workers showed up soon after we arrived and it was time. Time to sign the papers that he would be offically ours. Our case worker was with us in the hall and Whitney's case worker was in the hospital room with her and her family. Her mom, dad and all the sisters were in there with her. When they came out it was time to go in there with her. I was shaking and sick to my stomach. I sat on the bed with Whitney and Kyle read her this candy card we had made her, we sat and cried together. I remember having my arm around and she felt so warm, it helped me feel comfort to be right by her. She gave him to me and he started to cry. Our case worker said they usually always cry when they are handed over and he did. We dressed him together, in the outfit she had given us in when she picked us to be the adoptive parents. We got pictures together and then it was time to say goodbye.
Tuesday, November 30, 2010
Sunday, November 28, 2010
This Day: 2 YEARS AGO #1
This day, 2 years ago, on a Sunday, even tho it's not the 30th, we got a call from Whitney's mom (Kash's birthmom's mom) LaNae at 5:40 A.M. telling us that Whitney was in labor and she was starting to push so we better get down to the hospital...
I remember that whole week. We started it off with Thursday, Thanksgiving dinner down in Richfield. We had to get home, no staying down there because on Saturday I had another baby shower to go to. On Saturday I went to Riverton with my family and had a great baby shower. Came home, unloaded all the cute new things I recieved and thought, man there is still a lot to do before the baby gets here. I still needed to wash all his clothes and what not. I thought no big deal, Whitney still had 3 weeks to go right. We the next morning, which was a Sunday, I heard the phone ring and it was LaNae. She said Whitney is in labor and get down her because she was starting to push. The first thing that even came to my mind when I heard the phone ring, thinking it was a Monday morning and my mom was calling me to go work out with her, there was no way I was doing that. I wasn't even sure if I was going to get up to answer the phone...it was way to early for me to be getting out of bed any way. I remember looking at my phone and seeing that it said "Whitney" was calling but thought nothing of it and then when LaNae said get down here it was on. My heart started beating so fast, i got so so excitied, was freaking out and I just kept saying over and over "Oh My." I ran into our bedroom and threw the covers off of Kyle and said OUR BABY IS HERE. He didn't even know what to think. I then ran into the baby's room and got 2 things, a blanket and a bag. The 2 things that LaNae wanted me to bring with us when it was time to come to the hospital, these were some of the things that she gave me at 1 of the baby showers I had. I was still wearing my pajama bottoms, brushed my teeth and threw on a sweatshirt. We jumped in the truck and headed down. We didn't even say 2 words to each other the whole way down to the hosptial. It seemed like the longest ride EVER. We got there and my heart was still beating so hard. We reached the floor of Labor/Delivery and met Whitney's parents. I went into the room with LaNae and we went and sat in the corner. I remember LaNae writing things down, I was looking at the floor and within maybe 10 minutes of sitting down Whitney was done, Kash was born. It was the most amazing thing I have ever experienced. The room was dark except the little bit of lighting the doctors need to see. I don't know what made it feel like this but it was so peaceful in that room. I waited to see what the doctors would do, what Whitney would do. They put him on that one thing to check him out and everything a then handed him to Whitney, I so wanted to jump right up to her side and hold her hand, I was excitied to see Kash but my mind was thinking more about her. And then she said it, "go see your mom" I got to hold this little tiny baby. It was so weird. I kept thinking should I cry, should I smile, what in the heck kind of emotion should I be having. I looked at him and was in ah. Kyle and Whitney's dad both came in and we got our first family picture.
I remember that whole week. We started it off with Thursday, Thanksgiving dinner down in Richfield. We had to get home, no staying down there because on Saturday I had another baby shower to go to. On Saturday I went to Riverton with my family and had a great baby shower. Came home, unloaded all the cute new things I recieved and thought, man there is still a lot to do before the baby gets here. I still needed to wash all his clothes and what not. I thought no big deal, Whitney still had 3 weeks to go right. We the next morning, which was a Sunday, I heard the phone ring and it was LaNae. She said Whitney is in labor and get down her because she was starting to push. The first thing that even came to my mind when I heard the phone ring, thinking it was a Monday morning and my mom was calling me to go work out with her, there was no way I was doing that. I wasn't even sure if I was going to get up to answer the phone...it was way to early for me to be getting out of bed any way. I remember looking at my phone and seeing that it said "Whitney" was calling but thought nothing of it and then when LaNae said get down here it was on. My heart started beating so fast, i got so so excitied, was freaking out and I just kept saying over and over "Oh My." I ran into our bedroom and threw the covers off of Kyle and said OUR BABY IS HERE. He didn't even know what to think. I then ran into the baby's room and got 2 things, a blanket and a bag. The 2 things that LaNae wanted me to bring with us when it was time to come to the hospital, these were some of the things that she gave me at 1 of the baby showers I had. I was still wearing my pajama bottoms, brushed my teeth and threw on a sweatshirt. We jumped in the truck and headed down. We didn't even say 2 words to each other the whole way down to the hosptial. It seemed like the longest ride EVER. We got there and my heart was still beating so hard. We reached the floor of Labor/Delivery and met Whitney's parents. I went into the room with LaNae and we went and sat in the corner. I remember LaNae writing things down, I was looking at the floor and within maybe 10 minutes of sitting down Whitney was done, Kash was born. It was the most amazing thing I have ever experienced. The room was dark except the little bit of lighting the doctors need to see. I don't know what made it feel like this but it was so peaceful in that room. I waited to see what the doctors would do, what Whitney would do. They put him on that one thing to check him out and everything a then handed him to Whitney, I so wanted to jump right up to her side and hold her hand, I was excitied to see Kash but my mind was thinking more about her. And then she said it, "go see your mom" I got to hold this little tiny baby. It was so weird. I kept thinking should I cry, should I smile, what in the heck kind of emotion should I be having. I looked at him and was in ah. Kyle and Whitney's dad both came in and we got our first family picture.
Friday, November 26, 2010
Thanksgiving Dinner
I remember most of my THANKSGIVING'S when I was a little girl. Getting up those mornings and heading straight to my grandma's house. It was always nice that she lived only 5 or so houses down from us. I remember watching the Macy's THANKSGIVING Day Parade, but only wanting to watch the singers and dancers, after the Rockettes got done the parade would start and I had watched everything that I wanted to see. I loved helping my grandma make dinner. These are some of the things we would make...
* SWEET POTATO CASSEROLE - so yummy :)
* PINK YOGURT SALAD - it always needed a taste test before serving
* PEA SALAD - sweet and simple
*GIBBLET GRAVY - loved this when i was a kid
{these 4 things were probably my absolute favorite...funny the things you can remember as a little kid}
I remember when ever it was time to make the whipp cream for the pie's, I was always the one that wanted to make it. I thought it was just like magic...just how you could put this white liquid (heavy whipping cream) stuff in a bowl and beat it and it would turn into pure sweet heaven. That's what I remember most about my THANKSGIVING'S.
Tuesday, November 23, 2010
Birthday Party
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Happy 2nd Birthday Kasher's...well almost!!! We had his birthday party over the weekend but he won't officially be 2 until the end of the month. I guess holding onto him and not thinking he is getting older is what a mom should do, RIGHT. I really want to know where those 2 years went??? It has gone by sssoooo FAST. He is so sweet, so funny and we love him so much.
Monday, November 8, 2010
Saturday, November 6, 2010
Our Halloween
This year our HALLOWEEN started off by making cookies with grandma MIMA (my mom) in the morning. Sometime during frosting them and what not we ended up going to the store for some things. On our way into the store the weather outside was okay, we came out to huge big BLACK clouds...there went our trick or treating. It stopped raining long enough for us to make it to our trunk-r-treat, we left there and went right to my grandma and Tom's house, got some treats and left. So that was the only house we made it to since it was POURING outside. Besides at almost 2 its not just about the candy but getting to dress up right???
...He was Buzz Lightyear...
(sorry about the sideways picture)
...And this is Woody, a cute towel that Tanna and her kiddos gave him...
Thursday, November 4, 2010
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